I can rock you gently

I brush your hair wistfully
Longing for that gaze
Something that doesn't belong
For it may break into your dreams
Rupture the breathe of angels speak

Nervous lest I fall once again
I delve headlong into rebellious learnings
That have served me unwell in past entanglements
But learn I do not
For love is cast with blinkers of ruby and lead

Captured in teardrops of crystalline begging’s
I know I drink too much blurring realities
My air is captured in the bottle of somedays
Another broken wheel spinning through the roads of right and wrong
Leaving me here to ask for forgiveness of loves shattered remnants

All you ask is to be held
Made to feel like another ones been lost in the haze
Careful indulgences bring it to the blind
Stillborn before it begins its life in the void
Im still waiting here for you

Casting stones as I sit
Passing time
A look to the setting today
Blues turn to blacks in a lazy way
I can rock you gently
             if you want to be held