I tell the muse I give everything to loose
gathered as dust
lay the shadows
resting listless on the ground
less living in the morning dawn
as streetlights retreat
for their work is done
and I walk
these streets
alone
I promise
I was a good man
as I shelter from the dew
pull my worn leather coat in tight
n glance at the demons
lingering off to my right
you cannot see them
but I can
steady is the pace in footfall
as is the clink of my heels
watching the steam
rise
from my nose
chilling the nose ring
on each inhale
warmed on the ex
a mind that races on a thought of a thousand sins
shuddering at the blessing
of a dawn yet to be
as subtle hues of yesterday recede
and cower in the corners of a mind
as others see me
but pay no heed
only their fear of dying
crosses a wind
and settles on a true love
criss cross
I drift in the lemon scent
seethe
as the demon makes me uncomfortable
search for the tomorrow
search for the heart
I left long ago
gathered in my own
thought
gathered in my own
haunted dreams
I see naught of the chance
I need to survive
all that is
all that was
is needed to be
forgiven
and I walk
alone
exposing ashes
in my wake
from the wreckage
of nothing worth fighting for
and walk
as I do
forever on a journey
and wishing for a warmer day