reFracted

But for a single moment

My reflection reveals its true self

It is unexpected

What I see of me

Is this what other see?

Colours of me show their various hues

Shaded liquid in the variance of disguise

Hiding the true purpose

Of the image shown

Shimmering over the lies

I reflect what I begin

Seen beyond the presentation

Charades and magic cast with mirrors

An illusion of thought 

Covering the illusion within

Hidden

Hidden behind the mask

Of love and desire

I reach out

Blind to the fate 

That belies these feelings

I discover my heart

Encapsulated

By my protective wings

I disguise the lust

Yet I reach within

Discover the broken dreams

We all have buried

I remove the mask

Of sadness and sorrow

As the silence screams

One true love

I have for you

Its within this being

It glows from false beginnings

Catalytic in its yearnings

Yet it must be

And as it must

It grows as a seed

As the mask shatters upon the floor

Judgement Day

 

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Step on outside your soul

Tell me what you see

What you feel

Before you fade away

 

Anger

Resentment

Little more I can do

Before I plunge my knife in you

 

Sunrise

As the sun sets

Turn fast

The world has gone askew

 

Nails that grow out of time

Skin crawls

Casting no shadow

As I bask in the glow

 

Leave me

As the blackness falls

Uncovered in clothing

Exposed

 

Twisted to swing in the breeze

Hanging by a thread

Naked in existence

Feed the hunger unbelieved 

 

Before you I stand

Here I will fall

I will fade

And be judged

Drown

I take a sip

From this cup

That is life

 

I shed a tear

A single tear

For it to fall

 

Slowly down

Slowly drown

In the grief

 

Surround

And bury

Me

 

I draw a breath

Draw in deep

Least I draw no more

 

A picture of you

And of me

Together

 

Empty walls

Bare naked

That surround

 

Envelope 

Passive

Yet soothing

 

In the womb

The same womb

That nurtured me

 

Still birth

Still life

Yet I drown

the gift

Crash the keys

Cacophony of melody

Screams through

Cutting knife like

Drawing the blood of life

Delivered reverberating

Locked 

In an empty room

Shadows for company

Appreciate

Symphony of the blind

One to appreciate

Genius

Travels to madness

Beyond

Kiss the Shadow

Kiss the hand

That caresses the frozen landscape

Colours the dead

In the shades of black

Another day in the living

As the memories are mere shadows

Will you keep on loving me

Even when Im gone

treasured

Hang your kisses on a rainbow

And you heart upon the moon

Draw the one you love in close

They will leave far too soon

 

Listen to their confessions

Printed words upon a page

Paint me a postcard

Live a full life upon the stage

 

Speak to them in hushed whispers

Wake before the dawn

Share the morning sunrise

For soon they will be gone

 

Cherish each and every moment

If it where to be your last

Melt in each others memories

Share the dew drops from the same glass

 

Champagne coloured moonbeams

Wash across the land

Awake the world to new life

Its as if all this was planned

 

Tomorrow may be fading

But yesterdays yet been

I have you in a photograph

A beauty never seen

 

Hang your kisses on a rainbow

And you heart upon the moon

Wash away the teardrops

And close the door to his room

Walk on by ( a dance with normality)

Tattoos and self destruction
Will lead me to an early grave
As I plead with the bottom of this bottle
On the eve of my suicide

Faggot haired bitches
Ride the curb side seeking my attention 
Promise me pleasure in million ways
But theres only one way to my oblivion

Mainline straight its not in vain
My date is a dance with Persian princess
Colour me blind Im oblivious
To this date with destiny

Scream and fight 
Keep it straight within my head
As the suit dressed fuckers step over me
Im a god in life freaking obscenity

Dance a polka with the gypsies
Got to ride that horse on the merry go round
Stars shoot from the heavens
As you and others leave me lying on the ground

Contemplating

I weep for loves lost I weep for those departed
I walk in my own shoes I walk to clear my soul
I smile at the warmth I smile at what could have been
I reach out for you I reach to hold your hand
I close my eyes to think  I close my eyes to hear
I contemplate my future I contemplate whats past
I listen to learn I listen to see
I remember past happiness I remember to not repeat
A thousand thoughts A thousand misgivings

Pleasure

As the silence

Caresses your skin

Your breathe betrays

Yearning in your loins

As your hips rock

Invisible rhythm 

Lips part ever so slightly

Passing a silky moan

Subtle light

Casts exotic shadows

Fingers tease

Elongated touch

Night devours

Unbridled passions

Dreams evolve

Self pleasuring lust