The bitch sings love sonnets softly in the rain
Choice is yours if you listen
Its your decision
No one would blame you if you changed
Chance fleets quickly
Its come and gone
Feed the fire that burns in song
No blame to say its over
Its your decision
Cleared in overborne afterthought
Feed the blame
Spurring you on
No one would bend to pick the compassionate
Say to me its over
Its over
Captured in a reflection
I ask is everything going to be okay?
Its spoken into the light
Swallow these thoughts
I ask is it all going to be alright?
You have found me
Love dances slowly
I think Ive missed again
Can I feel anything?
Just the arms of loneliness
Look to the bottom of a glass
Taste the pills and the butterflies
Facetted in a diamonds face
I could never see again
Held in my hand
Should I apologise?
Warmth into my lungs
Secrets caress my chest
Can it all make sense somehow?
Its meant for this life
Cross legged sitting upon the floor
Contemplating my happiness of before
Between my fingers I hold my tomorrow
A bullet with my name
Shaped in the syringe that protrudes from my vein
Memories coagulate spreading their blood on the floor
Visions spinning haphazardly
As the demons sing in latin
Caressing my shoulders as I look in to the fires of blue
Friends cast off like discarded clothes as we bathe in the rivers
A final cleansing before I die
Do you want to die too?
Sit in my shadow and glisten as water heals
As this soul suffers in silence
Lips sewn shut yet I hear the silent screams of my own torment
The things Ive done that you wont
Blister the paint from the walls
Is all that we hold
Is all that we believe
Beautiful?
For the ungodliness remains
Tarnished in the unbeauty that the sunrise begins
For fuck sake turn to the sun and hold the moon in vain
And all I ask of you is to throw the final sod into my grave
As a whisper will show all that is forgiven
Mouthing nothings as the sentences fail to form
Breath the stain from my nostrils
As the its all passed in the blink of an eye
Let me drift
If I can
Borne on the waters
Of this life
Meander if you will
As it pleases
Drift to another sign
Restful of this life
Waft life as a feather
I will
Follow another reflow
At peace with this life
Carried as a care with no doubt
Unsullied as the breeze
Delivers me to you
Upon the goodness of our soul
Surrender
I could lay on down again
Mess with the laughter in my head
Serenity sleeps with wishes
I keep on falling down again
Cacophony dwells on sounds
Still life paints me a bowl of fruit
Slow
Down
Rushings of movement
Instil fears of transsexuality
Why do you face in me
Without a black and white twisted
Porno being
Hypnotic
Ha
and fuk you
Insufferable intolerant whore
Another fuker without a life
Praise
Belief
Dignified
Time to sit down boy
You drive in circles
Saintly tomorrow
I will haunt you
The one who
LIES
RISE
Step
Slow
Oblivious to truth
Written with good intentions
In the mark of a muse
I remember when
With you
I could kiss a prayer
Stop
If I beg forgiveness
Id blame me for the thousand years
Of drought and the darkest nights
Settle on the mists
Of yesterdays bygones
Could you look at me
If your eyes are sewn shut
Barbed tongues
Listen to me
Melt in the warmth
Get out of the way
Guttural tones emanate
Look away
Harken back to this
Here I am
Slapped into tomorrow
Lost and I feel
Do I want this
Do I know
What are you gunna say
Silent as whispers to the dead
I remember when
With you
I could kiss the dead
Juggle
Its behind these eyes that I see
the truth and lies that others cannot
As I hold my fist
Clenched
Tight
Knuckles turn white
With anger
Fear
As it's behind these eyes that I see
That, that others cannot
Vision is clear
Unhindered by vortexes of alibis
Confused no more by lips that move
Phrases twisted to suit the author
Settled silently on ears that meddle
These eyes observe
The silent cues
Subtle
Minuscule
But tell their own stories
Of deceit
It's behind these eyes that I see
The truth
Sorry peeps closed it too many fake id's n spammers that I had to keep blocking dont have time for that shit
In the aeons I have felt my heart cry
Begun from the lonely parting of the forgiven emptiness
Suffered at the hurried passing of time
In all the while each hand travels its journey unfeeling
Forever until the ends of this life lived
Yearning for the one unhad or unknown
Insufferable loss from the never knowing
Love that could have been if allowed to nurture
Taboo but for the dreams spun in the mists
While weavers hurriedly spin webs for others in the same plight
Aggrieved at the mournful nature of being the one
Suffering the loss of a piece of soul
A twin hewn as one in aged oak
Separated only by oceans in the breath of a sigh
These are the only tears I cry
Now watch it flow
As it spills upon ya
Gotta keep that look upon your face
You’ll never trust yourself
As you slip into the psychedelic
Its now Im not
And Ill never be
A patsy to your lies
You’ll never trust me
As the clouds close their eyes
They set the price to high?
This time they got it right
It will give me so much pleasure
You’ll never trust them
A look on angels wings mean you’ll die
Slam down a tequila or two
Upturn your glass on the bar
Stare down any mother fucker
I’ll never trust anyone
Four horsemen turn and walk away
Suckle on tit
For the pleasure of two
A cartridge less spent
Never trust never
The illusion is you